Hiding No More ... I am the God Force

I have been hiding from mySelf for most of my life. Keeping the truth of who I am hidden in the darkness. As a vulnerable child, I hid because hiding my expression of Self meant safety and protection. I constructed a protective veil around mySelf that was truly a sign of intelligence. The enormous nature of the God force that I am was the best-kept secret.

I hid peacefully in my intellectually constructed closet of being. Hiding meant keeping silent. Hiding meant being invisible. Hiding meant being a quiet and obedient child. Hiding meant being a conscientious and agreeable student. Hiding meant never voicing my true opinions. Hiding meant going along with what others wanted. Hiding meant never knowing nor having anything that I wanted. Hiding meant never knowing the truth of who I am.

Years of believing the externally referenced lies that were fed to me. How could "I" possibly become the huge expansive force of energy that was the incredible expression of my being? Angry and fear based verbal messages (such as just who do you think you are; you’ll shut up and listen if you know what is good for you; you better do as you are told; you are a nothing and you will never be anything) were wired repeatedly into the physical fabric of my being. These conditioned beliefs did an amazing job of keeping me small and puny and obedient confined in the safety of my self-created box. These long forgotten language patterns became instilled into the vibrational state of my being. Hidden out of my awareness yet continuing to shape the ongoing life that I was living.

In all of it, I now see that I was never a victim of my circumstances. I was always the creator. What if breaking free of these self-created, externally authorized constraints became the path to realizing the inner authority truth about mySelf? What if everything that happens in our lives really is unfolding exactly as it should to lead us on the evolutionary journey that we are to engage in so that we can discover who we truly are?

A safe space within was created to protect the core of my being … this safe space invited and allowed me to develop the potential of who I am … this safe space now enables others, enfolded within my presence, to develop their own potential. How intelligent is that … the God force that I am rules!